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| BRING IT BACK |
[Dec. 9th, 2006|06:51 pm] |
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i want to bring back the lj. LJ revolution. Picture Posts. NASHUA LOT REUNION CHRISTMAS EVE 10PM. BLAST FROM THE PAST. |
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| end of summer blitz? |
[Aug. 29th, 2006|03:25 am] |
I'm only writing this because most people don't even read this shit anymore, people I see often anyways... but
~ I turn 22 tomorrow. 22. The past four birthdays have been pretty awesome and fun and exciting, but this year I could care less. I'm a fucking adult now and it sucks.
~ my job in nashua is not really all that I thought it would be. I'm actually pretty miserable.
Basically I'm real unhappy. Last year was the worst year ever. This year was worse...except for mexico of course. Life just isn't what I thought it would be at this point.
Shit shit shit
Happy birthday me
It feels really good to write a depressed lj. Wah wah. |
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| it's been 14 weeks |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|06:23 pm] |
Okay so i never update this mostly my life is basically the same day to day, month to month.. but i do have some good life updates..
- the first is not that good it's just really on my mind because im freaking out right now. i've been going tanning and a few days ago i went in for too long and got real burnt. and now it's peeling and itching SO BAD. i can barely type this because i'm so itchy. i have bugs!
- OKAY. well the reason why i'm going tanning is because i'm going on a cruise to MEXICO. bahhhhhh. WE leave in 35 DAYS. never been more excited about anything!
- i got transferred. i work in no. nash now. less gas, no mass taxes, get out at 10 when i close. good good good.
- i got promoted. silver name badge is coming o0o0o0o0 going up in the world.
- okay so life isn't that different, but i'm having fun now. yay.
- christmas was good.
room cleaning now |
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| since i haven't updated, here is an update |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|10:02 am] |
- I'm 21. It was awesome for a couple of weeks. It's still kind of awesome, but quickly found out that going out to bars in nashua... not my idea of a good time. If I was a slut, well, yeah.. I'd probably like it. Purchasing alcohol is still kind of a good time though.
- Christmas is in 21 days. 3 weeks to finish shopping and wrapping and make christmas cards and work a lot and lose my mind.
- I'm sick.
- I went to North Conway this weekend with my family. It was fun, but I failed at Christmas shooping. And it was real cold. Like... 20 degrees.
- My cat is driving me crazy. There are approx. 337 ornaments on the floor.
- I really don't have anything to say. Life is the same as it was in August.
- And I'm bored
1084 songs, 2.7 days, 3.74 gigabytes
Sort by song title:
First: "$$$$" - The Desaparecidos
Last: "Zap" - Dynamite Boy
Sort by time:
Longest: 13:09, "God Send Conspirator" - Coheed and Cambria
Shortest: 0:20, "Hike" - A Wilhelm Scream
Sort by artist:
First: A Flock of Seagulls
Last: The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Sort by album:
First: {Good-Luck} - Big D
Last: You Can Play These Songs With Cords - Death Cab For Cutie
Sort by playcount: ( This is embarrasing)
1. The Rip - A Wilhelm Scream
2. Dreaming of Throwing Up - A Wilhelm Scream
3. Mute Print - A Wilhelm Scream
4. William Blake Overdrive - A Wilhelm Scream
5. Brand New Me, Same Shitty You - A Wilhelm Scream
6. Kursk - A Wilhelm Scream
7. Retiring - A Wilhelm Scream
8. Picture of the World - A Wilhelm Scream
9. Anchor End - A Wilhelm Scream - A Wilhelm Scream
10. King is Dead - A Wilhelm Scream
First song that comes up on Shuffle:
"Smoke" - Alkaline Trio
Artist with most albums:
Alkaline Trio |
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| end of summer blitz |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|12:34 am] |
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SO. Since today is now Tuesday, my 21st birthday is in one week. It's going to be a busy week. SO, incase you are interested ....
I just got home from work and I have to pack before I go to bed and then wake up at 7:30. Excited! I get out of work at 6, come home, meet Sabrina, drive to Dartmouth, go to 80s night? Then the next morning we drive to a parking lot and take a ferry to Martha's Vineyard. Meet my mom and her boyfriend there. We are there until Thursday night/Friday morning. I have a hair appointment at 11:30 on Friday. This is good because my roots are black. Then I have the rest of the day to unpack and do crazy amounts of laundry. Then I work on Saturday and hopefully will be meeting Gabe and Bronson, but I don't know if I have anyone to come with me (?) Then I go back to work. Then I work Sunday and Monday and then I turn 21 and go to the beach with ma ladiezz and go to 80s night and get crazy. AND THEN I HAVE ALMOST 2 WEEKS OFF FROM WORK AND I AM SO EXCITED.
SO. Basically my life is going to be awesome. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|11:42 pm] |
I went to warped tour today... here are some things
- typing this "... here are some things" just reminded me of the time when colleen left me a comment saying i used to many ...between everything, and that maybe i should just start a new paragraph. it would be more enjoyable to read... i think i just reminded myself of that because i had colleen on the brain... you took up 50% of my friends page.
- back on topic. when did a) i get so old or b)everyone else get so young.
- and you god damn parents! teach your kids so manners.
- rain and warped tour don't mix. they make for a big mud pile with bands and stupid people. after about a half hour there, i went shoeless. my flipflops were sinking into the ground and real dirty.
- i just took a shower and it took a long time to scrub all the dirt off of my feet.
- ten dollars for a burrito??
- thetruth.com tent was really entertaining, sabrina and i surprisingly spent a lot of our time there... although i didn't learn any truth, and the topic of tobacco never came up, i did get to see some sweet games of simon says and freeze dance. i also got a free pair of size 16 flipflops
- smackin isaiah.. what can i say, they never disappoint. front row, free water, beautiful sights, great new music(and old!) loveee them.
- MY BIRTHDAY IS 2 WEEKS FROM TOMORROW
my ankles feel like death and i get to work at 730. |
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| this time of year is all about countdowns |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|11:21 pm] |
- in 2 days it's Krystal's 21st
- in 7 days it's Warped Tour
- in 8 days it's the new bedford a wilhelm scream show
- in 16 days Sabrina and I are going to visit my mom in martha's vineyard
- in 22 days it's my 21st birthday. and i'll be off from work for almost 2 weeks.
- in 31 days my cat gets neutered!
- in 40 days i go to a red sox game
- and then my girls and i will be seeing the black eyed peas and gwen. so good.
so pretty much the next month is gonna be damn good.
there are so many birthdays in august!? happy birthday to everyone! |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|03:03 am] |
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more things....
- today...or yesterday rather? i got hooked up with a sweet heart monitor. fucking sticky things and wires all over my body for 24 hours, very 'cool.' my blood test came back "normal" i am normal now.
- have i mentioned my cat is actually a dog? because He is.
- tonight was probably one of the shittiest 80s night ever. i feel like a terrible person saying this... but i have so much more fun there when i drink.
- another thing about this heart monitor is that i can't take a shower the whole time i have it. so ahh it's hot out and i smell probably.
- how come it's been well over a year and i'm STILL not over him. WTF BITCHES. i need to move to japan, small chance of running into anyone there.
- 21 in 34 days! eeeep.
- how come my legs feel like i haven't shaved them in days, when it was actually this morning? probably because there was a girl we saw tonight who hadn't shaved her legs in years... if ever. i didn't like it.
- there was also a girl dancing with a mean side step tonight.
- my car is awesome. no one else likes driving in it :(
- i hate when i feel awkward. ummm it sucks
- and i think that's it. why are people crazy? i dunnoo. latazzz |
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| brief updates |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|01:52 am] |
1. My cat is awesome. It has sort if become nameless, but that's fine because I assumed that would happen. I actually think I'm the only one that likes the cat. I would like the cat a little better if it was nice and didn't claw up my arms all the time, but I consider them love marks.
2. It's been over a month since the deer hitting incident and I still don't have my car back. It figures that I don't have during most of the summer. Pisses me off. I hate insurance companies, rental cars, and body shops. Get a real job people. I don't know.
3. I'm addicted to work. I'm real tired, but have decided to go in tomorrow on my "day off." cool.
4. My birthday is in 44 days. 21st birthday + no work = me drinking too much!
5. I need to make a doctors appointment. I may have high blood pressure at 20. I should continue to smoke.
6. The bugs are starting to infest the house. Last year when we moved in the middle of August the bugs were everywhere. And not just one kind. More like numerous foriegn bugs. Right now there is one crawling on the computer screen scaring the shit out of me. ahhhhhhhh
7. Things are weird. Life is pretty much unpredictable as much as I try to make it that way.
8. the red sox. ugh. today i hate them.
9. I kinda want to go to warped tour.
10. BOYS?? hello??? where you at
HOLLA |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
saw alkaline trio last night. good. they played about 5 songs that weren't on the new cd so that was kind of disappointing, but there were still good.
hit a deer. have rental again. wah.
work a lot. for instance.. today..930 to 2. then again tonight at 11pm. to noon. awesomeeee. then i have monday, tuesday, AND wednesday off. so excited! then work work, RED SOX GAME, then work and SUNDAY AND MONDAY OFF. also getting my hair done. best week ever. now i shower and sleep. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|01:08 am] |
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Hi.
I love summer. I love when it's so hot that you feel absolutely disgusting. The summer makes me happy. I think my attitude has completely turned around in the last week because of the weather. I got a raise today. I wasn't supposed to get one until August for my annual raise.. and turns out I'm getting that raise on top of the one I received today. So I'm really happy and proud. It makes me feel appreciated. Work is good, friends are good. And that's my life. Oh, and I was broke for the past 2 days for the first time since August. And it sucked. But tomorrow is pay day. So I'm fine.
peace. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2005|01:11 am] |
This girl I work with told me that when I'm upset that it's written all over face. Good. I'm just so over dramatic. I've been feeling really good the past month, or pretending. It's funny how everything happens at once. Last night was probably one of the most emotional nights. Of course every feeling has just poured over into today. Life would be much easier if you could just write people off. But I have such a hard time doing that. Especially now. I mean, one relationship I was in has been over for almost two years and the longest I've been without speaking to him has been 2 months. Still going strong. It's so hard to get rid of someone that you care about, but it was really only hurting me. Especially when I realized that I was the only one that was still caring. This is so different. I know I have power in this situation, I just don't know if I have the courage and confidence to use it. And the longer I wait, well, yeah. I don't know if what I'm missing is what I want. I'm decisive. Really. And then I have pressure, kind people, and laughs... but it's not there either. I just need closure on a number of things. Long awaited closure... maybe then I'll open some doors.
In work news, things are going well. I'm expecting a promotion in the next year, so I'm pretty excited. Yes, I am going to work there for the rest of my life.
Krystal is leaving for Las Vegas tomorrow. We are having a farewell lunch. It's going to be weird... I don't see her too much now, we both have crazy schedules, but still. I'm sure I'm going to be sitting on the couch watching movies and sleeping for the next week. I'm back into that funk when I don't want to socialize. It's too much work. I'm sick of routine. I never complain.
2 things that put a smile on my face? Smackin Isaiah(3 days) and the Red Sox(5 days). |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|02:52 am] |
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Hard to believe summer is here already, although most would disagree with me because it's only April. But, opening day was yesterday, and I know most people associate baseball with summer. Plus I've already put the top down on my car twice. Including the time when it really wasn't that warm and I was driving on the highway. I was shivering the whole way home. Worth it though. Along with everyone else in the world I saw Sin City on Friday. I liked. Krystal and I are going to see the Red Sox against the Yankees on April 14th. I have no doubt that it will be amazing and that we will win. We being Krystal and I obviously. And hopefully there will be a brawl. The apartment is in serious need of spring cleaning. Not just spring cleaning but like... us bringing our shoes in our room. Haha. There are probably about 15 pairs in the living room right now. I cleaned out the fridge last week. That was project number one, and probably the worst of all of them. Two half gallons of milk were in there from a long, long time ago. Neither of us wanted to dump them out because they were going to smell really bad and probably make us want to vomit... waiting longer only made the situation worse. Other projects I need/want to being soon; bring all the holiday decorations out to the shed, cleaning out my drawer in the bathroom(a ridiculously large amount of makeup is in there), cleaning out the medicine cabinent, finish decorating my room (it's only been 6 months!), buy a vacuum, buy a new dresser because my two door closet and current dresser is proving not to be enough, taking down the christmas lights, and i dunnooo. I'm sure there is more. I definitely think project number 2 will be laundry. My options for clothes are getting real scary.
So, I'm pretty much forgetting about people and stupid issues. Not really forgetting, but just not caring.. getting over it. Part of me really wants to be in a relationship and another just doesn't give it shit. It's so much work and so much drama and it would probably end in a couple of months anyways. Haha.. really. I'm more content than I was a couple of weeks ago. I definitely feel more normal.
This week I have no 80s night, but I do have two days off in a row!! And Friday I'm going out to dinner for a friend's birthday, and then going to see Fever Pitch.
Other things I need. I need to go back to school. I like how this need is also something I want. I'm in the middle of reading three books. I've been in the middle of reading three books for three months. Needs to change. I need to go to the gym again. I'm fat. Has absolutely nothing to do with my fabulous eating habits.
It's so late. blahhhhhhh. interesting entry. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|11:22 pm] |
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what a weird few weeks i have had. just real strange. and all i got out of it was anger and sadness. the latter having nothing to do with anything that's going on in my life right now, just from the past. i'm getting tan. and somehow tomorrow is tuesday. this week went by so fast. it didn't snow at all yesterday or today like it was "supposed" to. i'm happy and not happy at the same time. whatever. my life is interesting. i never thought livejournal would get old. |
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| You're a boomerang you'll see. You will return to me. |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|10:40 am] |
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I'm seriously insane. How can someone get angry about not being able to have what they don't want. like uhhhh what. Anyways the snow fucking blows and I'm sick of shoveling and stepping in snow and being cold. I'm so sick of missing 80s night. If I keep missing it , by the time I can go I won't even want to anymore(what?) Also, my job pisses me off. I keep having these weird intense realistic dreams. Every morning I wake up and think that what just happened was real. for a second or so. I don't even want to get into last nights. It was terrible. It's Sammy's birthday party today. I'm really excited to drive far. nope. but it will be worth it. I also have to do laundry today. yay. But in other news I'm currently RICH$$$ Anyone else notice that people from the past keep reappearing. I'm waiting for one more. i'm off to freeze my ass off/
because if you don't then this book is all lies if you don't then my plans will all be ruined.
blahblah. it's been long enough. |
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| mmmmughhhhh life! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|01:33 am] |
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I went to a show tonight for the first time in a real long time. I saw lots of people I haven't seen since the last time I used to go to shows and it was a lot of fun. a lot al ot a. Sabrina is falling asleep on the(her) couch. haha. We hang out all the time because we are single. it r00lz. I got in a car accident on Sunday. It wasn't good. I'll be driving a rental MAZDA3 for awhile. I've been sick for approx. one week. My life is confusing. I'm confusing. I like when people lie to me. Nope. And I like when I'm a jerk. Nope. Ummmmmm I never update because this is the kind of thing that happens. Fuck then peace.
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[Feb. 24th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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does anyone have a pregnant cat? or kittens? I remember someone having a pregnant cat at some point in the last few months and i can't remember where i heard it or who it was, soo if you could help me out.. i need a kitten. thanks! |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2005|02:51 pm] |
 | You scored as None!. You've either done a good job of avoiding drugs, aren't interested in trying them, or have had an experience that chased you away. Stay safe. :)
None! | | 56% | Alcohol | | 50% | Ecstacy | | 44% | Cocaine | | 38% | Marijuana | | 13% | Inhalents | | 13% | Mushrooms | | 0% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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hahaha awesome. i like that i would choice cocaine over marijuana. it's true! i've been sick for 4 days. it's been real good. i went to 80s night anyways. i don't really feel much worse as far as my throat goes, but in other ways it made me feel like sabrina (a pile of shit haaaaaa). whatever. girlz r00l boiz dr00l. i called out of work yesterday, have today off... go in tomorrow and then have another 2 days off in a row. i'm so 'cited. but i'm gonna spend today in front of the tv. yes! |
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[Feb. 11th, 2005|04:33 am] |
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So, basically, I don't understand my life. My Valentine is my 3-year-old cousin. I bought her a bunch of little cute Valentine things at work today. She's throwing a Valentine's day party complete with spaghetti (because the sauce is red) and a heart shaped cake. I've been trying to stay up real late because third shift begins tonight. I'm pretty impressed with myself because it's already 430. I'm going to try and make it until 5. Um also, the battery in our smoke detector is dead and we don't have any 9 volts in the house so I've had to listen to it beep for the past 4 hours. 80s night sucked beyond belief and I've been feeling like a large pile of shit lately. So thank you.
But at least I don't look like a large pile of shit. |
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